Oh 180's!! You were a comfort to me as you weren't the 190's but I didn't really like you very much. You meant bloat and jiggle and wobble to me and then covered it in soft skin. You were always my low end of the weight range. I used to feel safe being with you, my clothes were big but not plus size and I could eat a bunch of junk as that was expected of a fat girl.
Oh 180's!! I do appreciate the time I spent with you. I learnt things with you like how my body responds to cutting out carbs and grains and sugar. And how good it feels to truly eat vegetables all the time. I think I even learnt a couple of ways to enjoy eggs.
You saw my body first respond to the SBD and realised it was a way to live and not a quick diet.
So I will take these good lessons learnt from you and transpose them into the 170's where I will spend some time in the next couple of weeks or months. Regardless how much time I spend here, I will not be coming back to you. It's over.
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