What does it mean to me?

I had a poor week eating wise last week. I am back on the wagon and feeling confident but the little stumble has made me question what I'm trying to do again. My original goals included 'to be thin' and 'to wear smaller sized and super stylish clothes'. But i need more than that. Those goals are tangible but...

I have always enjoyed exercise but do not currently do much. My budget currently doesn't stretch to include gym membership so I don't go to classes. I used to jog and had improved my fitness and endurance but this too fell aside when I moved overseas. I'm not trying to make excuses for why I haven't been exercising. It's a big part of why i'm so chunky now though. That and portion control.

I'm now ready to reassert my healthy priorities. I want to be fit and healthy and able to go jogging to clear my head of the days dramas. I want to feel proud of achieving something - although I already feel proud of coming this far, and still wanting to go forward. I want to look in the mirror at this incredibly sexy bitch and know I created her.