Aches and pangs

A minor bout of flu, some hormonal fluctuations and my food cravings are skyrocketing. So far I have not indulged but I am worried that when I slip up (which I expect will happen eventually as I'm not perfect) I will crash completely.

I want to be good and keep saying positive things to myself. I have even planned for the moment and bought some rations of dark chocolate which is allowed in SBD phase 2. I can afford them but I worry my self control is not strong enough to stop at just one ration. What if the planned treat sets off a binge?

In other news, I can see and feel how my body has changed shape and got a little smaller. Tonight I am convinced my boobs did too.